Thursday, August 30, 2007
Posted by Sui Teng at 9:58 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
My monkey face didnt turn out too good eh?
wakakaka..
arrrgghhh
2nd day at work and i'm going nutz with ECG !!!
I was so freaking loaded.
Sister was asking so many qns,
then she asked me " Sharifah, why u so quiet?"
wakakakaka..
coz i was freaking blank la !!
wah lau eh !
somebody,
shoot meeeee !!
haha..
Posted by Sui Teng at 9:27 PM
My shoes dah koyak rabak.
Tot Min could help me out a lil to buy for me new shoes.
WAkakaka,
and he suprised me.
ThAnks MAMIN !! wakakakaka!!!
anjat girl2 !!
eeeek kan..
hahahaha
anyway thanks alot bro!
Kau bawakkan benda yang paling aku perlu !!
Anyway getting back to work is terrible.
Why ?
COZ ma legs are tired and painful at the same time !!
wah lau eh..
rabak rabak. .
rabak rabak. .
i cant wait for weekends!!
Posted by Sui Teng at 8:51 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I juz watched X-Tion from Suria.The first episode started with DRAGONBOAT.
Somehow the show made me smile and chuckle a lot. (coz of d hosts lah)
They did feature NYP dragonboat team too and how they did their training.
Gosh, the familiar sight of the swimming pool and running track made me miss the sch seh.
I really miss those times when i had netball trainings in sch till late nite.
How coach made us run like crazy on the track.
How we'd be pushed to do sit ups and push ups in the dark.
Then we whenever we pass by the pool, there'd b lotsa hunks lifting weights, oh, chicks too la. haha.
Gosh when will i ever get to revive those fit moments.
Posted by Sui Teng at 9:23 PM
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Posted by Sui Teng at 12:57 AM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Alhamdulillah.I've started limping n d wound is gettin betta.
However it still hurts n still a lil swollen.
Mayb i shud continue using d crutches.
The 'elevating of leg' idea is kinda killing me coz sleeping position was never comfy n itz pretty much a torture to have limited sleeping positions.
I cant believe a contusion took me this far.
I underestimated the consequences of a contusion.
Being home 24/7 opened my eyes.
Shows how much i've neglected all my family members.
I'm sorry.
Should have realised earlier.
Better now than never.
I see the responsibilities and now i understand why i made sacrifices and have to continue making em.
Posted by Sui Teng at 1:36 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Shit man, didnt think i would end up saying this one day BUTI miss skool days!!!
I miss the days we go crazyyyy n do the stoopidest of the stoopidest !!
I miss being late for lectures!
I miss running for tutorials !!
I miss each and every one of u guyz. . .
Posted by Sui Teng at 12:50 AM
I MISS THAT MANGKUK HAIRSTYLE !
I MISS THAT OTHER GIRL IN THAT PICTURE !! khhehe.
Posted by Sui Teng at 12:32 AM
Something funny happen yesterday.
My cousin, who is gonna be a father soon (CONGRATS OI!!khehe) made me really laugh out loud.
He asked me whether i have a bf already.
I tried to give a no and
He replied by saying, " kau ni kaum sejenis ke apa !!?!?!? "
Well he said smth like tat.
Hahahahahaa.
Apa la kau ni bro.
TAkkan la aku ni suka sejenis.
Gila?
Posted by Sui Teng at 12:19 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
- My mom keeps calling me bulat.(But i'm ok wit it, they say the truth hurts)
- My foot can finally touch the ground! But i still cant step fully on it.
(Can't wait to jump around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
THURS FRI SAT SUN
MON TUES WEDS THURS FRI SAT SUN
MONDAY!!!!
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:59 PM
Posted by Sui Teng at 3:56 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
Today as usual, i went to work.Work= sitting on the wheelchair in the ward while reading ward notes.
Hah, so much for work.
Outta nowhere, sometime in the afternoon,
the assistant director of nursing came!
I panicked!
Coz she saw me the last time and she wasnt too happy seeing me in a wheelchair.
And now, another dreaded meeting!
Before i know it,
she was talking to the ward sisters.
And bulls eye, it was about me.
To cut things short,
i was sent to see the doc to get my foot checked.
They wanted my foot to be assessed and to see when i can start mobilising independently.
And so i went to the specialist clinic,
doc gave me 2 WEEKS MC !
Gosh!
I dunno whether theres a need to rejoice or be sad, very sad and worried.
I'm lagging behind my peers.
My wound got pretty bad.
The nurse did debridement, removing all the slough.
Gosh, i tot those yellow formations are dead and can be removed juz like tat.
Boy was i darn wrong.
It was still part of my flesh.
She cuts away those slough and u noe wat it feels like?
Her cutting away my flesh.
I'm not exaggerating.
Serious.
cut cut cut
scrape scrape scape
cut cut
scrape
scrape
Raw.
Bitter.
Stinging.
She advised me to take painkillers at nite
coz
all hell breaks loose when the nerves starts itz formation.
2 weeks is crazy!!
But sometimes crazy is good. .
u think?
~ ~~ ~~~~ I miz u so much.
When i got home,
i juz needed to meet u.
I neglected u for 10 days.
I'm sorry.
We're both wounded.
I guess we need to recover from the shock.
You suprised me pleasantly when u came alive.
(Coz i wasnt expecting u to, 10 days baby!!)
I really missed u sooo much.
So so much.
Love ya.
I mean it. ~ ~~ ~~~~
Posted by Sui Teng at 9:52 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Posted by Sui Teng at 11:54 AM
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Going to work in crutches.Being at work with wheelchair.
Felt damn bloody useless.
I could be running.
Posted by Sui Teng at 10:12 PM
Monday, August 6, 2007
Wow, i certainly miz u rightie !!
Posted by Sui Teng at 12:41 AM
Sunday, August 5, 2007
I thank God i'm still alive.I'm very lucky to have escaped with minor injuries.
This whole week has been very gloomy for me.
I spend d dayz lying down, sitting down, watching tv, sleeping.
Gosh.
I have no idea how itz gonna b like tmr.
Earlier part of the week, i had an emotional crisis.
I felt very distant from the one i feel for.
He needed space to settle things.
I had to be understanding.
For once, being understanding hurts.
Distance stretched so much that it created a tension within me.
I felt down and i was really missing him.
But i couldnt do or say much.
A simple msg wouldnt take much of your time.
Then, i started thinking of d worse.
He's gonna leave me.
That explains the vanishing act.
My mind was clouded with all negativities.
I can't help it.
I tried to fight it.
My gut feeling tells me that it will end that way.
Coz it happened b4.
The vanishing acts, and then the suprise appearance, only to leave my smiles into tears of sadness.
Please tell me, itz not gonna happen.
I need reassurance.
Then my low spirits were accompanied with pain after the accident.
When i was in pain,
by the roadside,
i thought about whether i shud tell u abt it.
Or shall i juz keep it hush till u msg me to ask me how things are going.
Yeah i cried,
coz i cant imagine if i really went under the lorry and it didnt stop.
Yeah I cried,
coz i was disappointed in myself.
That was not suppose to happen.
Yeah i cried,
coz i felt u didnt care fer me.
I cried coz i really felt like $#!*!
Posted by Sui Teng at 1:58 PM
Saturday, August 4, 2007
3rd August 2007.
My first.
Lorry involved.
I'm fine, itz juz a scratch.
Posted by Sui Teng at 10:18 AM
Thursday, August 2, 2007
I feel so empty.
Feel so lost.
Something not right somewhere.
Something's missing n i'm not quite sure what.
Can u help me ease this feeling?
Please.
'Impossible is nothing'
Really?
Posted by Sui Teng at 6:43 PM
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Today is nurses day!Had lotsa fun. Haha.
Good food and good entertainment.
Was so happy n excited to meet Sri!
HAppy n excited to meet the rest like Min, Faridah, Ain, Sok thian too!
I cant believe i miss Min !! my goodness !
I miss everyone! Haha. .
Anyways, the CEO gave each and every nurse a heart cookie !
It was so nice!
I didnt wanna eat it but in d end, i did. . haha..
These are the new MICU nurses. . .
~~ Happy Nurses Day to all!
Posted by Sui Teng at 8:02 PM
Haha, ok Rose juz made me one of those "chosen ones" - - - imagine light shining upon me. . wakaka... crap...ok, basically i have to list 6 weird things about me.
Right Rose?
Sheeshh, this is gonna be tough coz there's nothing weird about me at all.
I'm 100% completely normal..
I think. .
*grin*
So here is goes :
Weird fact no 1 :
- I am a shy person. *grin*
Weird fact no 2 :
- I've always wanted to be supergirl, superwoman, or wonderwoman.
I always thought of how i could save lives with my supernatural powers. Well, again, itz a weird fantasy. I have less of such fantasies now. haha.
Weird fact no 3 :
- I prefer frozen vitagen/ yakult.
Maybe coz i like scraping em out n sucking on em instead of drinking em.
Weird fact no 4 :
- I love all types of food except MALAY FOOD.
Weird fact no 5 :
- I always do things without thinking.
Weird fact no 6 :
- I become allergic to people as soon as I get addicted to them.
Not all, juz some of them.