Sunday, June 29, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:30 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 12:34 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Yesterday KaK N said i looked yellow.Yellow.
Today i went to work,
Kak N said my eyes are super red.
Red.
Yesterday was one of the shittiest day ever.
I only had an hour of sleep.
Godammit.
I was awake the whole night.
I ironed my uniform.
Bathed super early, when the heater is not at its optimum.
I sat down alone and had a proper breakfast.
I even left for work earlier than usual.
When i reached work, one by one colleagues tegur, pasal datang cepat.
I felt good coz im was super duper punctual.
However, i was crumbling inside.
Juz withering away.
The tiredness.
My eyelids were very heavy.
I was practically falling asleep in the ward !!
giler ke pee
Met a batch mate at the carpark and 1st thing she said " you look haggard sia! "
I could juz afford a weak smile.
And the irritating thing is that, i couldnt sleep last night, no matter how hard i tried.
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:03 PM
"OPTIMISM IS ESSENTIAL TO ACHIEVEMENT AND IT IS ALSO THE FOUNDATION OF COURAGE AND TRUE PROGRESS"
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:18 AM
"IT OFTEN TAKES MORE COURAGE TO CHANGE ONE'S OPINION THAN TO STICK TO IT"-Geoffry F. Abert-
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:08 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 5:55 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 2:44 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
I love grocery shopping!!
Today after work, i decided to head down to the store.
I looked forward to it eventhou i had only 2 hours of sleep last night.
I love to look at colourful things and boy it was fun!!
Just that i had to limit myself the number of things i can grab.
So there i was, all alone, enjoying the solitary moment, strolling down the aisles.
I took time off for myself.
*smile*
Posted by Sui Teng at 4:52 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 5:27 PM
o Lotsa late nights. VERY LATE nights.o Less self ridings
o Less hangouts wit other frens
o More irrational spendings
o Irregular n unhealthy sleeping hours n eating patterns
o More mood swings
o Full time job: Sulking
o Inconsiderate and rude to loved ones
o Simply unforgiveable
Any idea what causes the above?
"LIFE IS DRAWING WITHOUT AN ERASER"
Posted by Sui Teng at 2:28 PM
I'm happy we did what we did!Never fail to be adventurous!
Long live the crazy moments!
Posted by Sui Teng at 2:22 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Posted by Sui Teng at 3:41 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Summary of events. .
Pretty much a summary of the past week or so?
Posted by Sui Teng at 5:32 PM
Its sad to see failed friendships.
The presence of an awkward bond was felt strongly by all.
Well at least, almost all.
My thoughts and emotions came fast this time.
Fast and sincere.
An awful combination.
I wonder if i should even use the word 'sincere'.
And for the other failure,
I wonder if i should hate u or juz pretend that u didnt even existed, at least in my life.
I have no idea why the hell ur acting that way.
Of course im clueless coz u dun even bother to explain or at least tell whats wrong.
It shows that u dont treasure all that we went thru and the times that i stood by u.
You don't deserve to be an acquaintance even.
Even if im at fault, at least i deserve to know what i did wrong.
Ah, juz screw it.
Itz over.