Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I dragged myself to work last night.

First day back to work after 7+1 days of leave.

Thank god it wasnt a hectic welcome like the last time.

It was a nice one with Sufz helping me out moz of the time.

Very much appreciate the support.

And we got to sleep together! Haha!

Didnt feel like waking up coz it was a good sleep!

I think itz more fun to sleep on the floor.

Pasal dapat tunggang terbalik!

Hahaha, freedom on the floor !! Woo hoo!!

I'm normal right?

Khehe.

Posted by Sui Teng at 3:25 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

You broke my heart, not once, but twice.
You nailed it this time.
I can never feel my heart again.
You've dismentled all parts
and left it as it is.

I wish i can ruin ur life
I wish i can ruin everything that's yours
I wish i can strip u bare to nothing
But i choose not to do so,
as it is not my nature.

You're not worth it.
Nothing at all.

May i wish u an eternity of downfalls?
Driven by bitter harshness.

However,
I choose NOT to do so.

You will be etched in my mind forever,
as a bad memory.

Posted by Sui Teng at 12:07 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

I love this live version from Alice Smith.
I really love soaking into this song, the lyrics and the way she sings juz reminds me of the good times.
I shall equate you to the good times.

I dun understand why you wouldnt give me a chance to explain things.
You always get misunderstood.
This is the last straw.
You hindered it and i shall not persist in clearing the air.
I shall leave it as it is, misunderstood and totally messed up.
You'll have a bad impression of me though.
My deep felt appreciation won't be conveyed.
I thought you're different.
Thought ur matured and man enough.
Its a shame.

Posted by Sui Teng at 2:24 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

I knew it.
Today had to be the day.
Love comes and love goes.
The disappointment goes way beyond words, gestures and expressions.
Simply numb strucked.

Posted by Sui Teng at 7:45 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

It often takes more courage to change one's opinion than to stick to it.

-Geoffry F. Albert-

Posted by Sui Teng at 11:02 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Her General Mood Today :
LouSY

Her Work:
You've gotto work it gurrll !! *snap**snap*
Still in a shitty dilemma.
To go or not to go.
dAmmit!

Her Health:
I'm still coughing like a chronic smoker.
Still phlegmy and the nose is faulty again!!
Yesterday was fine, temporarily only.
I seriously cant wait to get well.
I miss the healthy days.

Her Love:
Missing me for the wrong reasons it seems.
Total clash of concepts.

Posted by Sui Teng at 10:43 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

These days,
we seem to not get along fine,
I'm giving u all d space u need,
I'm not neglecting u,
I'm understanding u,
You should know how i feel for u.
Its hard for me too.
I'm hanging on tightly,
how about u?

What i really really really want:
To get well A.S.A.P,
d coughs are driving me nutz,
it hurts to cough a lot,
I cant sleep at night,
Icant function well at work,
I cant drink bubble tea,
I cough till i get teary.

Happiest moment of the day:
The guy on the big sportsbike
who stared at me/my bike at the traffic light
and asked me a silly question
and got a confident but silly answer from me as well
hahahaha, i swear to god,
u made my day, Stranger,
whoever u are and wherever ur from,
hope to see u again soon
you made me smile thru out my journey.

Mantra of the day:
I'll cough out of this.

Posted by Sui Teng at 9:08 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Coughin still as bad as ever.
Less phlegm though.

Today as usual, workload's a lot.
Had to go for some workshop at 3.30pm but had to cancel.
WHy?
Coz we were still slogging away in the ward at 3.15pm.
How to reach bukit merah on time??

Then when im finally done wit work,
it rained cats n dogs.
Geez, no way im braving thru tat.
And so i decided to head to eastpoint with my lil girl colleague.

I've always passed by the shop with the desire to try its desserts.
Finally the day came.
Black sesame/Almond.
Yummy.

To cut things short,
I had a hotdog bun right after,
then we walked around eastpoint till we got bored and decided to go tampines.
We circled tampines and got bored till we decided to go white sands.
We circled around white sands till our feet hurt.
Hahaha, wat a day man.
Oh ya, we ended the day with hotdogs too!
Thank god lil girl decided to take cab home and she dropped me at cgh.
Back to cgh to collect my baby home of coz.
Hahah.
The end.

On the way to the taxi stand at white sands,
i saw someone who looked like junaini.
Just that he's thinner.
Oh well, i called to tell u tat Junaini,
but ur unavailable (according to ur hp)

Posted by Sui Teng at 10:47 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008

I had a FANTASTIC ride today.
It was neat, sleek and totally hot!!
I wasnt riding thou.
I was enjoying the moments of being a pilion.
Freaking awesome i say.
Would love to do it again some time soon.
I love your Puteri N.N, boy!
*grin*

p.s: i don't know why i'd still wanna go out with a jerk.

Posted by Sui Teng at 12:46 AM

Thursday, April 3, 2008

*** What you really really really want?***

**Happiest moment of the day**

*Your mantra*