Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Why am i at the losing end moz of d time?
Is it coz i love to indulge in sins.
Why do i always get hurt?
Is this what u call retribution for what i did upon others.
Why am i always the ragdoll?
I always get chewed on and those bitches love to shake me. I allow myself to go thru that coz i seem to be fond of the bitch initially. Just when i start to fall for the bitch, he turned not to lick me but to bite me.
(Bitch refers to MEN! Suddenly feel like calling men bitches)
I regretted that day.
The day that i had supper and met u coincidentally.
Darn, and i thought that was a lucky day.
Then it all started.
The platonic situation sublimed into what we call a
'neither-here-nor-there' situation.
Boy likes girl.
Girl likes boy.
But boy takes it no further coz he had cruel intentions.
The intention to make the girl his rebound.
He made use of her sincerity and simply made use of her.
He said that he's falling, but he lied.
Girl was too dumb to see thru it.
Too too dumb.
Girl started falling as well, foolishly.
Girl had that glitter of hope, beneath the doubt and the insecurity she had, knowing that the boy had a recent fall out with his girlfriend-cum-future-fiancee-cum-future-wife.
Girl still too dumb.
Girl was willing to forget the past; his past.
What she didnt know was, the past is not really over.
In fact, the past was actively brewing and then one day, the past came back and took back what was meant to be hers.
Boy readily went back.
Boy told the girl he wants to go back.
He said sorry for everything.
It was his fault.
Boy left Girl dumbfounded.
Girl got sucked into an abyss of misery.
Girl felt so lost.
She cant even churn out her emotions properly.
She's a mess.
Girl started reflecting on her life.
The boys in her life.
They come n go.
It struck her that this must have been a curse,
coz she was in such a situation before.
She was in the same exact position before.
And yet, she didnt learn from mistakes.
She simply loves to engage in foolish things.
She defies and simply walks thru the flames, eventhough she knows she'll get badly burnt in d end.
For now, girl feels like she's floating aimlessly with all the other stars in the sky.
Emotionless
Is it coz i love to indulge in sins.
Why do i always get hurt?
Is this what u call retribution for what i did upon others.
Why am i always the ragdoll?
I always get chewed on and those bitches love to shake me. I allow myself to go thru that coz i seem to be fond of the bitch initially. Just when i start to fall for the bitch, he turned not to lick me but to bite me.
(Bitch refers to MEN! Suddenly feel like calling men bitches)
I regretted that day.
The day that i had supper and met u coincidentally.
Darn, and i thought that was a lucky day.
Then it all started.
The platonic situation sublimed into what we call a
'neither-here-nor-there' situation.
Boy likes girl.
Girl likes boy.
But boy takes it no further coz he had cruel intentions.
The intention to make the girl his rebound.
He made use of her sincerity and simply made use of her.
He said that he's falling, but he lied.
Girl was too dumb to see thru it.
Too too dumb.
Girl started falling as well, foolishly.
Girl had that glitter of hope, beneath the doubt and the insecurity she had, knowing that the boy had a recent fall out with his girlfriend-cum-future-fiancee-cum-future-wife.
Girl still too dumb.
Girl was willing to forget the past; his past.
What she didnt know was, the past is not really over.
In fact, the past was actively brewing and then one day, the past came back and took back what was meant to be hers.
Boy readily went back.
Boy told the girl he wants to go back.
He said sorry for everything.
It was his fault.
Boy left Girl dumbfounded.
Girl got sucked into an abyss of misery.
Girl felt so lost.
She cant even churn out her emotions properly.
She's a mess.
Girl started reflecting on her life.
The boys in her life.
They come n go.
It struck her that this must have been a curse,
coz she was in such a situation before.
She was in the same exact position before.
And yet, she didnt learn from mistakes.
She simply loves to engage in foolish things.
She defies and simply walks thru the flames, eventhough she knows she'll get badly burnt in d end.
For now, girl feels like she's floating aimlessly with all the other stars in the sky.
Emotionless