Dear Mr Fairoz D'Cruz, RE: MOst fascinating entry, 12th March 2007 "Surprised you said you lost a friend when she didn't even push you away. But i guess, that's your philosophy on friends. Backing off friendship is a specialty of yours" Maybe you don't understand my feelings. Perhaps you should end up in my position someday and feel what i feel. Don't you think so? You seriously should experience it. IMAGINE, Nurul ending up with your best friend Irfaan or your brother Firdaus. She didnt push me away directly. But indirectly, that's how it seems. So, i choose to drop friends outta my life by backing off. That is my speciality like wat u said. So i'm at the losing end. You're not, so be glad. "If it's not a fuss, why bring it up?" Please take note that when i said "i'm not kicking a fuss here", it was meant for that one pathetic sentence that said "lost one coz it feels weird to see her with my ex-boyfriend" Itz not like as if i typed in a long entry on that. And itz not as if my whole entry was on how i "lost" a fren. So Mr Fairoz D'Cruz, are you anti-Farhana now?