Today i went to work, Kak N said my eyes are super red. Red.
Yesterday was one of the shittiest day ever. I only had an hour of sleep. Godammit. I was awake the whole night.
I ironed my uniform. Bathed super early, when the heater is not at its optimum. I sat down alone and had a proper breakfast. I even left for work earlier than usual.
When i reached work, one by one colleagues tegur, pasal datang cepat. I felt good coz im was super duper punctual. However, i was crumbling inside. Juz withering away. The tiredness.
My eyelids were very heavy. I was practically falling asleep in the ward !! giler ke pee
Met a batch mate at the carpark and 1st thing she said " you look haggard sia! " I could juz afford a weak smile.
And the irritating thing is that, i couldnt sleep last night, no matter how hard i tried.