Give me a gun and i'll finish me off myself. This is a hair pulling, shout-kick-cry till u drop dead situation. This sickening feeling is forever haunting me. It never leaves me. It happens over and over again. When will it ever change?
I tried to verbalise, but it was not appreciated. So now i'd like to just document it. When situations happen too frequently, emotions die off.
Now im numb and emotionless. But u dun care. Seriously. Probably u need to see my motionless body to make u realise things which were happening and the things that u could have done.